Thursday, October 30, 2008

ReNe: my childhood ezcema

Reading Jessica's comment about how her six-month-old seems to be developing eczema was distressing her reminded me of my own problems with eczema. I had a very bad flare-up last month -- my skin seems to be getting better this week, after more than a month, but it's still very sensitive and itchy -- and I was hugely irritated and only got more testy as the days went by and no relief seemed to be in sight. Fortunately, I suppose, I've lived with this all my life and know by now what to do and what not to do.

There's a lot of information about eczema available out there; the problem is separating the facts from the hearsay. Also, what works for one person may not work for others.

One key characteristic of eczema is the skin's inability to retain water; the skin becomes very dry, red, brittle and itchy. As a kid, I was constantly told to drink more water since my skin is dry. I sort of knew back then that drinking more water, while good for the body overall, wasn't really the answer because it seemed like all I did was to pee more but my skin never got better. But what did a kid know, eh? Since the skin is dry, applying moisturizers to keep the skin moist and supple helps.

What really helped, I've found when I was an adult, was to increase my intake of oil. Not just any type of oil; what's good are more oily fish, nuts, seeds, and especially oil supplements such as evening primrose oil (EPO) and fish oil. EPO, for example, is frequently found in health food stores and is one of the plant-based oils that's high in gamma-linolenic acid (GLA). Not all oils are good; taking more corn oil isn't going to help. Fish oils are high in eicosapentaenoic acid (EPA) and docasahexaenoic acid (DHA), and again, some fish are oilier than others. The deep-sea fishes (cod, salmon) contain much higher levels of such oils than fresh-water fish or those commonly found in warmer waters.

(Note: EPA and DHA are known as omega-3 fatty acids, while GLA is one of the omega-6 fatty acids. Omega-3 and omega-6 fatty acids are known to reduce inflammation. Also known as the 'good oils'.)

Doctors will almost always prescribe hydrocortisone (or cortisone, or steroidal) creams for topical relief but personally I would rather not use it unless I've no choice. They are very effective but they should not be used continuously for long periods of time (defined as 2 weeks) as they weaken the skin and makes it even more brittle. That's pretty dumb, as brittle skin is one of the hallmarks of eczema. When I was a kid, I've seen a lot of doctors, even specialists from the National Skin Centre, and not ONE told me to restrict usage. Come to think of it, they usually spoke to my mother rather than to me, but even then they never told her the contraindications. I only realized this when I was in my late teens and came across one of those information pamphlets in a box of cortisone cream.

A bit of background here: since my mother first brought me to the general practitioners (GPs), they will usually decant the prescription (whether creams or pills or liquids) into little containers. The only information printed on those containers are the drug's name, clinic's name and address, how many times to take the drug, and date of visit. Can't fit much onto a small container about 5cm in diameter after all. To give the GPs the benefit of the doubt, I shall assume that they do so because it is cheaper for them to buy medicines in bulk and decant it at the clinic, and not because of the industry practice known as off-label drug usage (another matter altogether, and not entirely honest). Anyway, I had to discover all these on my own. Luckily, when I was older, I was sent to a specialist centre where, after the doctor's consultation, I would be shuffled to the pharmacy to pick up my prescriptions that were still in their original boxes. How many people read the fine print on those medicines, I wonder.

The 'professional' medical care I've received as a kid convinced me that I have to be responsible for my own healthcare instead of leaving it to a doctor.

That's not to say that taking steroidal creams or anti-histamines are bad. Sometimes they are necessary. But they are not a long-term solution. Some disagree (some have to take anti-histamines for years) but... I really think these drugs are not something you would want to take for the rest of your lives.

Fortunately there are a lot of alternative remedies, and having tried some, I think they work. They're not as immediately effective as a drug but each helps alleviate the symptoms. Put it this way, I've not taken applied a steroidal cream or taken an anti-histamine for over a decade and my skin is overall better than it was when I was a child and dependent on these medicines because I do not know better.

Sometimes I really wished someone told me all these when I was a kid.

I've had eczema almost throughout my childhood -- it was only the severity that varied -- and eczema is something that defined a large part of my life. The reason I switched to computational work was to avoid wet-lab work, for example. On the other hand, it was because of eczema that I took an active interest in my own health, so that's a positive consequence. Ironically, I was never too depressed by my eczema as a kid because I never knew better. However, right now I'm hugely irritated by my most recent flare-up because I have known better -- I have known recent years of good skin so the comparison was distressing.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

MiKE: Toronto skyline


Toronto skyline, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

Seen from Front Street East.

Monday, October 27, 2008

MiKE: Long Shadow


Long Shadow, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

We went to the distillery district, the older part of Toronto that was, surprise surprise, formerly a whiskey distillery. Part of the charm, of course, was the really antique stone buildings and brick roads; unfortunately, however, not all the buildings have been fully restored. Those that did were now in use as high end art galleries, restaurants, and one large building is now a concert hall of sorts. Still a long way to go before this area is fully museum-ized to become a tourist attraction, the way that Montréal is, especially the old port area. Perhaps a big hindrance in Toronto will be the current port, somewhat in use still, and most of all, the Gardiner Expressway, a sorry blight of a road that serves as a visual fence that blocks the view of the lake. Ah well. enjoy the photo.

ReNe: cemetery walking tour

Last Saturday, we joined a cemetery walking tour organized by the UoT's ISC.

It had rained Friday, so the air was crisp and clean-smelling. (That's something we missed about Singapore - the frequent and heavy rains that clears the air and flushes the streets.) We went to two cemeteries; St. James and Necropolis. We've cycled past the St. James cemetery before (it's beside the Don Valley, a great place to cycle) but hadn't stopped in to see. Plus, it was interesting to hear a bit about Toronto's history and the stories behind some of the graves from our guide, Dermot.

Gorgeous autumn scenery. My favorite are the trees that turn really red and not just yellow. I find autumn too short, but on the other hand, knowing that this season won't last too long really encourages us to go out and enjoy the foliage and weather instead of procrastinating.



Some random and interesting facts we picked up along the way: (1) it's considered bad form to walk over the part of the ground where the coffin is supposed to be under, (2) while cremations are getting more popular in Toronto, a lot of people still get buried, (3) the costs of cremations and burials turn out to about the same, (4) people here don't mind staying next to cemeteries, which are usually peaceful and scenic, and (5) there aren't any specific days (like Qing Ming) where people come down to visit a grave, though All Saints Day (1 Nov) and Easter are popular.



One of the grander tombstones.


Tuesday, October 21, 2008

ReNe: first snow, sorta

It's snowing right now. Well, a mix of snow and freezing rain. The temperature isn't quite low enough (about 4C, according to my dashboard) so the snow melts as soon as it hits the ground and buildings, and the flakes are very tiny, but it's definitely snow. Today is also the first day in fall that temperatures are forecasted to reach 0C. Well, other areas in Canada have already started winter; there was a massive snowstorm in Saskatchewan over Thanksgiving two weekends ago.

MiKE: White pine tree


White pine tree, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

beautiful.

MiKE: Autumn leaves


Autumn leaves, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

The falling leaves drift by the window
The autumn leaves of red and gold....
I see your lips, the summer kisses
The sunburned hands, I used to hold
Since you went away, the days grow long
And soon I'll hear ol' winter's song.
But I miss you most of all my darling,
When autumn leaves start to fall.

Since you went away, the days grow long
And soon I'll hear ol' winter's song.
But I miss you most of all my darling,
When autumn leaves start to fall.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

ReNe: apple farm

We went to an apple farm today.

Chudleigh Apple Farm is located in Milton, about 45mins by bus from downtown Toronto. The trip was organized by the International Student Center, which was fortunate for us because, like many places in North America, the farm would have only been accessible by private transport. (That's something I'm finding out every time I think about a trip to some place and start researching transportation to that place.)

We reached the farm around 10am and were told we had four and a half hours to wander around on our own. It's not a very big farm, 100 acres in size, and has both commercial and entertainment (i.e. touristy) sides. There are wagon hay rides, farm animals and so on, but the main attraction, of course, are the apple trees where you could pick your own apples at 99 cents a pound. That's cheaper than most supermarkets in Toronto, where apples start from $1.29 a pound. Included in the cost of our tickets was a small three-pound bag each (extra would cost more), so we limited ourselves to those bags, which turned out to hold approximately six good-sized apples.

Mike on a bale of hay. Notice the moon high up in the sky.



Even though it was late in the apple picking season, which starts in late August and runs till end October, today was a good time to visit the farm as the foliage colors were brillant. It was a little chilly (slightly below 10C), and very sunny.



Can you guess how Mike got the interesting effect below?



When we got to the apple trees, we had a pleasant surprise. The apples right off the tree were wonderfully sweet and juicy, much better than any store-bought apple we've ever tried. Later we found out that the apples we picked could keep for 6-8 weeks refrigerated, depending on variety, which tells you how long store-bought apples have been in storage.

The apple trees were rather interesting; for one, we'd thought they'd be much taller. We've seen apple trees (there are some around the neighborhood) and they were *trees*, where the lowest branch was still taller than average human height. But as you can see from the pictures below, the varieties planted on the farm were shorter, and very convenient. I'm not that tall but I can reach maybe 60-70% of the fruit. The trees, at least the ones in the middle of the rows and the ones least picked, were heavily laden with fruit. At a guess, each tree could have 50 apples?



Later in the day, more and more people arrived and the orchards were starting to look quite crowded.



Something else that's rather interesting. Before 'sampling' the apples, we buffed the one freshly picked off the branch (the dusty looking one on the left, below) with our T-shirt, and the skin became really shiny (right picture, below). I've always thought that the very shiny apples in the stores got that way because of wax, but apparently that may not be the case. (By the way, the apple was picked wrongly; it should not have all those leaves attached. Apparently, the way to pick the fruit without damaging the bud for future fruits is to twist the apple such that the eye at the bottom of the apple faces skywards, and the apple will naturally snap off with a tiny bit of stem left.)

We picked two types of apples: the McIntosh (red, above) and Golden Delicious (yellow, below). The McIntosh was very sweet, almost faintly alcoholic in its sweetness; perhaps that's because it has been ripe and on the branch since early September? The many different varieties on the farm all ripen at different times, which were exactly predicted and printed out on postcards and signboards. The Golden Delicious was more tart, but both varieties were the crispy, juicy type we like (as opposed to the more powdery varieties like the Washington).



It's not far to walk from the main entrance area to the apple orchards, but there were (free) hay wagon rides available and we just had to try. Pulled by a tractor, the wagons had bales of hay people could sit on.



The rides were pretty popular.



For the kids, there are pony rides as well,



... and farm animal exhibits. Feed can be bought from those 'toy-bubble machines' for $1 (the kind that usually holds a plastic bubble containing a small toy; deposit the coin and turn the handle to drop out one bubble). Smart idea; this way, even the exhibits make money. Saw a mother with her kid talking to the animals and Mike was quite agitated. By *talking* to the animals, the mother is teaching her kid to interact with animals on human terms (with human words), and not on their terms. What's wrong with simply looking at the animals as they are, or, for that matter - taking in (obviously, not always ingesting) and appreciating nature in general on its own terms, recognizing its beauty (or otherwise) and other-ness from us, and not imposing a anthropocentric form of relation all the time?


A yarn spinning demonstration, from wool I believe. I noticed, at least within the short span of time I was standing there, that all of the kids that stepped up to take a closer look were female. Why??



Even a scary-looking clown. (Don't you think clowns always look scary?) The farm feels positively festive.



In addition to apples, the farm also sells pumpkins. We got mini pumpkins (munchkins), free with our ticket.



What's with the 'No Smoking' sign near the pumpkins? Are they explosive?



A pumpkin patch.



Lots of retired tractors for the kids, and us, to hop up and take a photo on.


Overall, a very fun trip. Lots and lots of apples. We ate about two apples each as we picked apples, and we also had apple cider and an 'apple blossom' dessert (a small apple pie) with our lunch. In addition to the free bags of apples (about 12 apples), we also bought some apple cider and apple butter to bring home.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

MiKE: Sunset at Kensington


Sunset at Kensington, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

We went out for dinner tonight at Chinatown because we were in the mood to treat ourselves just a little bit. On the way back, we walked through Kensington Market, and caught sight of this. No photoshop-ing. Just the wonder of oxides of nitrogen and sulphur.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

MiKE: Autumn picture

On Monday, Canadian Thanksgiving day, we took a walk to Winston Churchill Park. Many of the trees were changing colour already, as you can see in the picture below. We're going to an apple farm this weekend, so, weather permitting, we'll have more pictures up soon. This is now the wallpaper picture on our mobile phones:


Technical note: According to this page, for the focal length/aperture/object distance settings used here, the total depth of field is approximately 1.93cm (!) (roughly, due to approximate distance). The focal point used was near my nose/left cheek, so serene's left cheek, which stuck out a bit more, is not as sharp as my eyebrows. Or maybe it's just my hand shake. . .

MiKE: Harbourfront Sunset


Harbourfront Sunset, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

On Sunday, we went to the harbourfront to have a little picnic for dinner. In our usual style, we saw the warm sunny day, procrastinated till it was less sunny, took longer than expected to prepare food, and took our time to walk down to the harbourfront, taking pictures along the way (see, for example, the sugar cane juice picture before this). By the time we got here, as you can see, it was sunset, the cold air was coming in, and since we were by the waterfront, it actually felt cold.

Anyway, upside is that we got to see a beautiful sunset, and, for the first time, a flock of geese flying in the 'V' formation, honking away, as they flew toward the sun.

Monday, October 13, 2008

MiKE: Sugar Cane juice


Sugar Cane juice, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

Found at Chinatown, near Spadina and Dundas. Pretty expensive, if you ask me, at $2.50 per cup.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

MiKE: Why so serious?


Why so serious?, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

Last night was the "Capture the Flag" game, carried out by hundreds of people downtown in the financial district at King and Bay streets, over something like 4 city blocks. Random strangers would descend onto the junction, get instructions, and a luminescent neck band; and start walking, running, cycling, skateboarding, in-line skating all over the place (at times including the roads), in the process eliciting impatient honks from vehicles and stares from curious passers-by.

An advertising truck for chewing gum pulled up, and set up this light-tagging system: an electronic 'spray paint can' connected (via bluetooth?) to a laptop to a huge projector, all powered by a portable AC generator. People were invited to 'spray tag' the buildings with their own messages. This one was particularly appropriate for the colour and location, I think.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

MiKE: At the main entrance to UofT


At the main entrance to UofT, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

Another shot during last weekend's Nuit Blanche.

Friday, October 10, 2008

MiKE: Rain keeps falling on my head?


Rain keeps falling on my head?, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

During last weekend's Nuit Blanche, the "free all night contemporary art thing", we saw her walk past us along the street, accompanied, of course, by a coterie of paparazzi-like photographers.

I don't know the reference, or if there was one to begin with; but she had a white umbrella lit up from underneath with pretty strong lighting, the circumference of the umbrella dangled the strands as you can see.

Any ideas what this is supposed to mean? Or if there is some inter-textual reference that I am missing out here?

MiKE: Queen and Spadina


Queen and Spadina, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

The shopping street of downtown Toronto. BMO (Bank of MOntreal) building in the background.

MiKE: Autumn Colours


Autumn Colours, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

Yes, autumn is here. Amazing. One year has passed. Already.

MiKE: Old City Hall at Sunset


Old City Hall at Sunset, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

Just outside Eaton Centre. Thank oxides of sulphur and nitrogen for the beautiful colour...

MiKE: Hoskin Ave and St. George


Hoskin Ave and St. George, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

Beautiful sunny day today. The kind that cast long, sharply defined shadows upon the ground.

MiKE: Red shoes


Red shoes, originally uploaded by mike.tan.

I first noticed these shoes last year, when the canvas was still bright red. Right now, they look a sadder shade of its former self, but still recognisably red. Found this beside the UofT Sociology Dept.